Regrets and Promises ;

So there's just things that you regret doing and yet you still do it.
That feeling... sucks.
Like seriously, you wish that there's "something" that will make you realize how wrong it is and you won't do it again and I'm finding that "something".
And I guess, I've found it.

I've broke it. I've broke my new years resolution. *efff* ):
But to me right now, I'm setting new rules and new life to begin.
From TODAY onwards, it's a new year, new life.
I swear, that I will not break that resolution ever in my life.
That "something" had made me realize that I shouldn't have done it in the very first place.
Jesus sacrificed for us and I've let him down. :(
I felt bad, guilty and so, I wanna change! I wanna live life meaningful.

Have everything that what a human should have and appreciate the things I've already had in my life and quit those complains and whines. *doingmybest*

I've learnt my lesson and I'm learning from wrong to right.
I promise. I will keep my promises and my resolutions, will be accomplished.

Beingsoseriousrightnow. :)
ThatswhatIwanttoberightnow.

I hope everyone in this world, will wake up and learn from their mistakes.
Everyone deserves another chance as long as they really change.

First step to life, College ;

So, it's December right now and there's just so many things are coming up.
Prom, trip, and then college.

I've just realized that, what rights do we have to say the word "FREEDOM".
I've just realized that, THIS, is just the beginning of life.
I've been like stressing, thinking of what course should I take for college.
I don't wanna wait till my REAL exam results come out because it's just scary. For me.
So I just decided to take my trials to enrol college.

The thing is, I don't feel the support.
Like no one seems to support me for what I'm doing.
Everyone seems to look down on what I'm doing.

I talked to my aunt yesterday about college.
Well, not exactly into it.
Just a random chat.
I told her I wasn't an ambitious person.
Like, I don't wanna be a doctor, engineer or business woman.
I just wanna do something I like and feel comfortable with and you know, be able to "feed" myself.
And she agrees with me.
Just have fun and get a job that you enjoy and live life to the fullest.

I'm not a bright student or whatever.
Doesn't mean if you're a bright student, you'll do well in future.
Just saying.

I don't wanna stand in the supermarket.
I don't wanna be shampoo girl.
I don't wanna be mopping or sweeping the floor out the streets.

Not being ambitious doesn't mean I'm no good in anything.
Not being ambitious doesn't mean I won't succeed in life.
Not being ambitious doesn't mean I have to stand in the supermarket, or be shampoo girl or sweep and mop floors out in the streets?

Please at least be a little supportive.
Just a little and I'll be really happy.

101% Free from High School ;

Today is the day that I am officially OUT of high school.

I've been waiting for this for so many years and finally it ends today! YAYYERRS!

(:

This is gonna be short as I've no mood to blog and my leg is super numbed. ):

Thank god everything is over.

xoxo.

Money, money, money ;

Hello there! Tomorrow is my final test.
Yes! Excited much.

Tomorrow's subject is "Economics".
Hmm, I kinda love economics? I would LOVE it more if it's in English.
I just don't get it why is it in Malay?
Can't they just be in English?
By the time we get into the college, EVERYTHING will be in English.
Government trying to make our life "easier".
.___. |||

Okays, off to study now.

Byes.

Counting and counting... ;

Tomorrow is my accounting test and I am fuhhhh-riiiiiiii-king out.
I've never really liked accounting but oh well, I've taken it already and so I should try my very best to end it.
I know this sounds stupid but I've never balance the account's question in my life. HAHA.
So tomorrow's goal is to : Balance the AMOUNT.
YES!

Then comes to Tuesday, which is the day I'm out of "jail".
Freedom I mean. (:
But before that I have another paper till 4pm.
:/

I hope to do well in this last 2 days.
*fingers crossed*

*off-to-study

Byes. ♥

MyGlam.com ;

Recently, Michelle Phan and other 4 make up gurus from YouTube has been working on this company called "MyGlam".
It's a company or maybe community for these 5 make up stylist to guide you on what make up products you should get and how to apply on.
Every month, they will send you a glam bag at your door step. (only if you subscribe)
Each glam bag will contain 4 to 5 full-sized products or deluxed-sized samples for you to try out.

PRICE.
It's 10 dolars USD per month.
But if you subscribe for a year, you will only have to pay 100 dolar USD and every month they will send a glam bag and 2 months is free.

To join this community and get the glam bag,
All you have to do is just sign up, and take the quiz.
Then, subscribe for a month or maybe a year.

*products are what the make up gurus love.
eg, urban decay, tarte, nyx etc...etc...*

Personal Thoughts of the Community. 
When I first on YouTube, I saw her video and clicked it.


I was super excited about the news.
About the whole concept of everything that myglam has.
Because, that's the "doctor" I've been searching for to "treat" my face.


I've been needing help to pick up cosmetics for myself.
I've not much of a clue of what make up should I use.
What suit me most and what look can I pull off?


In my country, we, teens, don't really wear make up.
Just rare. Maybe just eyeliner and mascara?


So, once I heard about this company.
I was super duper E.X.C.I.T.E.D.
I quickly signed up and wanted to subscribe for a month to try out.
But then I realized, they weren't doing it internationally yet. ):
Disappointed much.


Then, I sent a message to the myglam stylists @ glamgirls@myglam.com to ask them to expand this to Malaysia.


Guess what? They replied me! :D

as proof :)

So I hope what she replied me is true.
Really hope myglam will expand to Malaysia.

Please pray or maybe sent mails to glamgirls@myglam.com .

To show them your commitment about this community! 

*i have limited time to blog cz i'm having exams right now. hehe. if not this will be a very long post*
For more info, log onto www.myglam.com .

Liar Liar Pants On Fire ;

Story of a Liar ; Liar Liar Pants On Fire. 

Once upon a time, I met this liar 2 years ago.

This liar stole money from someone and put the blame on my best friend.
This liar is talented but dumb.
And also, this liar wants attention from people so this liar say things without going through he/she's "CEREBRUM". -.-' (my general science knowledge, proud. *claps hand* ) :)

When people praise this liar, this liar take it in a wrong way by calling people names and swearing like nobodies business.

If I were this liar, I wouldn't be so dumb to say those words on World Wide Web.

BTW, this is only 1/3 of that person's story.
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Everyone, please be aware of the people around you.
Of course, judge them after you get to know them. Don't just get influence by other people.
Sometimes, you'll mistaken that bad person to a good person.
I've been through and I'm sure most of you have too.
But to those who've SO-FAR-NEVER met people like that, please be aware.

Find someone who can add colours into your life.
Don't find someone that paints your world black and white.