First step to life, College ;

So, it's December right now and there's just so many things are coming up.
Prom, trip, and then college.

I've just realized that, what rights do we have to say the word "FREEDOM".
I've just realized that, THIS, is just the beginning of life.
I've been like stressing, thinking of what course should I take for college.
I don't wanna wait till my REAL exam results come out because it's just scary. For me.
So I just decided to take my trials to enrol college.

The thing is, I don't feel the support.
Like no one seems to support me for what I'm doing.
Everyone seems to look down on what I'm doing.

I talked to my aunt yesterday about college.
Well, not exactly into it.
Just a random chat.
I told her I wasn't an ambitious person.
Like, I don't wanna be a doctor, engineer or business woman.
I just wanna do something I like and feel comfortable with and you know, be able to "feed" myself.
And she agrees with me.
Just have fun and get a job that you enjoy and live life to the fullest.

I'm not a bright student or whatever.
Doesn't mean if you're a bright student, you'll do well in future.
Just saying.

I don't wanna stand in the supermarket.
I don't wanna be shampoo girl.
I don't wanna be mopping or sweeping the floor out the streets.

Not being ambitious doesn't mean I'm no good in anything.
Not being ambitious doesn't mean I won't succeed in life.
Not being ambitious doesn't mean I have to stand in the supermarket, or be shampoo girl or sweep and mop floors out in the streets?

Please at least be a little supportive.
Just a little and I'll be really happy.